As of right now I have moved back to CT, since me and my friends were pretty much evicted from our house up in NY. It really blows, especially since our friend Katie is pregnant and it was right before christmas. But you know, Bruce is a jew and an ass...so go figure. Anyway at this time I have been looking for some type of job, since I owe banks, credit card companies and friends money. Financially I have been screwed for the past 3 months, since I got laid off.  Im supposed to be collecting unemployment, but who knows whats going on with that. The whole things is messed up, since my mail is being held in my old bosses office. Anyway yea still single, but its not really bothering me. Ive been keeping busy with evading bill collectors, dealing with some family bullshit drama, and just keeping up with friends. But im always keeping an eye out for the right girl. it would be nice to have a girlfriend again, but whatever. I did have someone in mind, but somewhere along the road something got messed up. I still hope she wants to be friends, even though nothing happened.
Im just missing the people I lived with a lot. Its not the same. I mean, after 3 months of living with a bunch of friends, they become your second family. And I knew 3 of them before, because i went to school with them.  Im hopeing to meet up with them in the near future, and if not what happens happens. Although I have been looking for apartments around Waterbury of Danbury. Its just diificult moving back in the my parents after almost 2 years away.

As of monday I start work officially for aramark. Like I said before, its a pretty sweet job, working only from 7 to around 4. Also my boss said im going to start training in order to become a shift manager later on. I have to learn all aspects of the job...office work and kitchen work. I pretty much got the whole kitchen thing down no sweat. I spent all day friday shadowing the woman whos in charge of booking functions and meetings for cartus and aramark. so yea instead of only making around 10 an hour, im gonna be making hopefully more than that.

Current Mood: crazy

This weekend was pretty cool. Me and bacchiochi went up to see brooks at dartmouth. His frat house is pretty chill. When we got there we played some beer pong. After we got a buzz going on, me and some other friends of brooks cheffed up some mad food for everyone and ate dinner. Then some of the people in his house wanted to go sledding and play ice hockey so i went. Finally after we got back we played apples to apples phi tau style. Then brooks was like "lets play beer pong" so a bunch of us went downstairs and started to play. i got so wasted so fast, but hey that was one of the main reasons i went...to get completely wasted and forget all the bullshit in my life for a weekend. and thats exactly what i did.

Current Location: home
Current Mood: calm

I must say, life sucks major dick right about now.  I still dont know what the hells going on with my life right now, and to add to all of it, I got a freaking speeding ticket today and it sucks. At least Im going up to dartmouth next weekend with paul and angela to hang with their friend brooks. So I have getting completely wasted playing beer pong to look foward to. thank god for that lol

Current Location: home
Current Mood: annoyed
Current Music: what i got by sublime

Lately, life has been one fucking son of a bitch. Some shit happened in the family not too long ago, and so things between all of us have been weird. I know the holidays are supposed to be a good time of the year, but now, ive been feeling really depressed. Normally my moms side of the family comes over and has dinner on christmas, but this year only about half of them came. It wasnt the same, and if felt weird not seeing everyone. After getting used to spending the holidays one way for twenty years, I guess its kinda hard to all of a sudden change. I dont know. I just wish everything will go back to the way it was, even though I know thats probably never going to happen. I really hope things start to get better soon, because I really dont know how much more of this bullshit I can deal with...not only within the family, but in my social life too. Right now im so confused half the time, its not even funny. Whatever though...before things get better, they have to get worse. I have a feeling Ive been through the worse part of everything. 
Other than that, I went to work a function with aramark on the 19th at 5:30 in the morning. It went really well I think. I was running around the kitchen all morning, making platters of muffins and pastry for a function that morning. Then after that was done, I jumped behind the line to start preparing food for the lunch that day. It was pretty cool, and really fast paced. Not in the way of having a ticket machine continuously spitting orders at you, but working for corporate dining has its demands too. The sous chef of the place seems like a really cool guy, and it was pretty fun and easy working next to him. After working for about 8 hours, the fire alarm went off. It was cold and kind of windy/ rainy out which sucked, but my boss told me I could leave after that. 
Right now, im finally starting to realize what I want to do with my life, and on the whole perspective of things, it looks like its going to work out. I landed the ideal job, working only monday through friday. I get weekends and holidays off, so that might be useful in the future. I was thinking of one person in general when I tried to get this job, and show that I was trying to get my life sorted out, so hopefully things might get better. But then again im still deciding whether or not to go back to the inn for a second season, and in that case, who knows whats gonna happen.

Current Location: home
Current Mood: frustrated

FINALLY! I got a job with aramark in danbury. I have to go the 19th at 5:30 in the morning to work a function and thats when im gonna find out when i actually start. I can actually start saving up money again. besides that, i get to spend the $300 i have in my checking when i go to nyc, but its worth it. its not like i dont have a job to put it right in again.

Current Mood: accomplished

Things are FINALLY looking good for me for once, and it feels really good. I have a job interview with aramark today around 3. Im hopeing things work out because I really do need a job, since my school bills and other shit isnt going to pay for itself. Also, good luck to my boy pipes all the way in iowa. He just landed a job as a head chef of this kickass restaurant. All the best bro. 
Also with NYC coming up soon, I need some $$. anyway later

Current Mood: calm

its just one of those days when im bored as fuck because theres nothing in the world to do. and to add to everything, i still dont know what the hells going on with a few things. i hope it works itself out soon, becauce i dont know how much longer i can handle it. im thinking of one person in particular, but who the fuck knows.

Current Mood: restless

Last night was pretty cool. Kathleen, Paul, Rosanna and Sean all came over. For a while we all hung outside by the fire, you know just shooting the shit. Sean and me then started cheffing up some food for everyone. I made some bruschetta and some gnocchi, when Sean made some chicken parmesan. The food was pretty good, but after we all decided to hit up blockbuster for some movies. We got Cube, V for Vendetta, Day after tomorrow and Borat. Sean and Rosanna stayed until about 2 in the morning, while Kathleen and paul stayed until about 5. It was definetly fun, but all of us are tired as FUCK. haha but hey I wouldnt have traded last night for anything in the world

Current Mood: content

As of yesterday, Im officially a graduate of connecticut culinary institute. It feels freaking awesome. FINALLY im done. It was pretty sweet seeing everyone again, even though it may be the last time I see everyone together. after my parents and sis took me out to eat, then we had some people over the house for cake and stuff like that. when rosanna and sean came over, I challenged him to a chef off...since thats how i roll. until friday sean....until friday. 
its gonna be fun...

Current Mood: content